Just as long as you were with me when the cold winds blow.
Life is amazing. I don't think I have one thing to complain about, except maybe work, but in about 3 weeks I start working just one day a week, so I think that problem will resolve itself soon. I just spend too much time there, around too many douche bags, and it's getting to me. But, who cares.
I think I found someone special. "That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time."
I love being with him, doing things, discovering new things about him, being in his arms, teasing him while he teases me back, debating music with him, kissing him, and just about a million other things. 7.4.08 is the official date, even though we started talking at the beginning of June.
On top of all that, school starts soon! The fall semesters have always been my favorite. Going to school in the cold, counting down til Christmas, listening to holiday music on the way to school. Wearing jeans and Uggs and trying to stay comfortable and warm, and this year, having someone to keep me warm. This semester shouldn't be too difficult at all, one class is an exercise one, another is online, and my lab is Bio 100, which, really, can't be too hard after getting a B in 187.
It feels good to be with someone who really, is good company. No fights or tears, at least not yet. I know it will happen some day, but right now it feels so good to just enjoy being with someone for what they are, and having them feel the same about you. Nothing complicated or emotional about that. I love when we're together, he just... gives me something.
Oh, for my birthday I'm getting the entire Sex and the City series on DVD. Plus I'm going to the Poison concert, and San Diego. I love my birthday :)
xoXOxo
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
I don't know what this is, cuz you got me good
Just like you knew you would.
You know how when you meet someone and just know trouble is in your future? At work, I met someone I'll call J my first day. I thought he was really cute, and had an adorable personality. He was my "trainer" even though I worked there in the past, and it was just normal, friendly, whatever, no big deal. Then one night we were closing, and him and Aubrey were talking, and mentioned texting each other, and I was sorta jealous she had his number.
Anyways. I got sort of antsy in my relationship, and ended things. No use being tied down and all. So who do I promptly begin to flirt with... yes, J. Because work relationships always go so well. But he's adorable and funny... and smart. A non-smoker who shares my taste in music and my love for mac&cheese. All good signs.
I'm excited.
So far for the week of house-sitting, we have pj night, dress up night, and margarita night. I CAN'T frickin wait, this is gonna be so fun with the girls <3
I bought a new bra today from VS... super psyched to wear a tube top now with the new strapless bra. I also need to wear my new dress... hopefully I'll be going on a date soon :)
I have a really runny nose and I think I'm getting a cold, but oh well. No time for colds. Thank god for cold pills with sleep stuff in them, because I definitely need a good night's sleep.
XOXO
UPDATE: Yes, me and J went on a little lunch date. And yes, it was amazing :) He just has the nicest personality, he's so easy to talk, and I love love his eyes. And his lips. I cannot stop thinking about what it would be like to kiss him. He's does NOT own brass knuckles, nor does he burp in front of me. He paid for the meal, and held the doors for me. He makes me laugh, and we can talk for hours on the phone. And did I mention he's adorable? He has the cutest curly brown hair, and the sexiest eyes. Oh man.
...oh, life is definitely good =D
You know how when you meet someone and just know trouble is in your future? At work, I met someone I'll call J my first day. I thought he was really cute, and had an adorable personality. He was my "trainer" even though I worked there in the past, and it was just normal, friendly, whatever, no big deal. Then one night we were closing, and him and Aubrey were talking, and mentioned texting each other, and I was sorta jealous she had his number.
Anyways. I got sort of antsy in my relationship, and ended things. No use being tied down and all. So who do I promptly begin to flirt with... yes, J. Because work relationships always go so well. But he's adorable and funny... and smart. A non-smoker who shares my taste in music and my love for mac&cheese. All good signs.
I'm excited.
So far for the week of house-sitting, we have pj night, dress up night, and margarita night. I CAN'T frickin wait, this is gonna be so fun with the girls <3
I bought a new bra today from VS... super psyched to wear a tube top now with the new strapless bra. I also need to wear my new dress... hopefully I'll be going on a date soon :)
I have a really runny nose and I think I'm getting a cold, but oh well. No time for colds. Thank god for cold pills with sleep stuff in them, because I definitely need a good night's sleep.
XOXO
UPDATE: Yes, me and J went on a little lunch date. And yes, it was amazing :) He just has the nicest personality, he's so easy to talk, and I love love his eyes. And his lips. I cannot stop thinking about what it would be like to kiss him. He's does NOT own brass knuckles, nor does he burp in front of me. He paid for the meal, and held the doors for me. He makes me laugh, and we can talk for hours on the phone. And did I mention he's adorable? He has the cutest curly brown hair, and the sexiest eyes. Oh man.
...oh, life is definitely good =D
Sunday, June 8, 2008
My best friend Leslie said, Oh she's just being Miley
Jack Jim is the "baby" my friend and I decided to buy, and we now share joint custody of it... Catchphrase is SUCH a fun game.
I... am such a lightweight. Two hard lemonades in, and my friend and I were giving bottle head and discussing the pros and cons of taking our shirts off. I distinctly remember falling down, and getting a piggyback ride up and down the stairs... oh the joys of drinking :)
Hot Security Guard was working today, and as I was leaving, I looked at him and smiled and said bye, and he smiled back and returned the sentiment. It was magical I tell you. Work is SO much more fun with a crush, you just have to have one or the days drag on there. He's so manly and tough, I love it.
But, things with my boyfriend are amazing <3>
You know how sometimes morning sex is gross because both people have bad breath? There's definitely a way to work around that. Sexy.
I think that's about it...
XOXO
I... am such a lightweight. Two hard lemonades in, and my friend and I were giving bottle head and discussing the pros and cons of taking our shirts off. I distinctly remember falling down, and getting a piggyback ride up and down the stairs... oh the joys of drinking :)
Hot Security Guard was working today, and as I was leaving, I looked at him and smiled and said bye, and he smiled back and returned the sentiment. It was magical I tell you. Work is SO much more fun with a crush, you just have to have one or the days drag on there. He's so manly and tough, I love it.
But, things with my boyfriend are amazing <3>
You know how sometimes morning sex is gross because both people have bad breath? There's definitely a way to work around that. Sexy.
I think that's about it...
XOXO
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Let me see you pop that body.
Sex... sex sex sex.
Oh how I've missed you. Abstinence... it feels good to laugh at that.
It is also now official. I feel incredibly ecstatic right now, I wish it wasn't the middle of the night so I could squeal or something. An impromptu mirror dance will have to suffice. I really like this boy, that's for sure. With great risk comes great rewards. I trust him. Scary.
SEX AND THE CITY WAS FABULOUS oh my goodness. I can't wait to buy the entire series. I love Carrie, Charlotte, Samantha, and Miranda <3
Efff working. At one point I considered working minimal hours during the school year, but... eff that. Waste. Of. Time.
It's late, I need sleep.
xoXOxo
Oh how I've missed you. Abstinence... it feels good to laugh at that.
It is also now official. I feel incredibly ecstatic right now, I wish it wasn't the middle of the night so I could squeal or something. An impromptu mirror dance will have to suffice. I really like this boy, that's for sure. With great risk comes great rewards. I trust him. Scary.
SEX AND THE CITY WAS FABULOUS oh my goodness. I can't wait to buy the entire series. I love Carrie, Charlotte, Samantha, and Miranda <3
Efff working. At one point I considered working minimal hours during the school year, but... eff that. Waste. Of. Time.
It's late, I need sleep.
xoXOxo
Sunday, May 25, 2008
I see those Jimmy Choos, those Vera Wangs
I got my Coach purse two days ago. I am officially in love with all things Chanel and Coach. Next paycheck I'm buying Coach shoes I'm pretty sure.
I got a bikini wax with my friend yesterday, and while it will eventually be worth it, it's still effin sore. Guys have it so easy, seriously.
"Ya know that's funny you bring that up because I've been talking a lot about you to my family. I even met some people from new york and had to mention you."
Did I mention that I really like him?
Last night was my first night closing at the store, and it was really fun. After the minors leave and the store is closed, everyone gets to talk and joke around, and I'm actually really happy to be working there again. I'm still horrible at customer service, because let's face it, I don't care if someone can't find towels or batteries or whatever, and I doubt I will ever voluntarily backup cashier, but it's all good. I'm so good at pretending to be a valuable employee.
Tomorrow is Memorial Day, which means hamburgers and swimming!
5 days til Sex and the City <3
xoXOxo
Monday, May 19, 2008
"Why yes, I do clowning for a living"
So I was watching MTV True Life today, and it was about people who have embarrassing parents. One girl's mom and dad were... clowns. Their whole house was decorated with clown crap; posters, pillows, statues, paintings. It was unreal. The girl had a party, and her parents were dressed normal until they went out to get pizzas. When they came back, they had a bunch of their creepy clown friends with them and they were ALL in full clown gear. Just tell me what kind of person wants to be a clown. Explain please, because I don't get it.
..........
Anyways, I actually told someone the biggest secret I have. It's such a big secret I never even said what it was on here, or anywhere else, or to any of my friends. But I told him so he would know, and surprisingly, or maybe not, he was really understanding. So I have faith in humanity again. Thank god it's not a permanent issue, just for another few months.
Speaking of him, I'm starting to really like him. Aside from that fact that he's really attractive, he goes to the same university as I do, which means he has goals and plans for his life, which, let's face it, my last boyfriend did not have. He also makes me laugh, and I like being around him... so we'll see. I'm notoriously bad at running from relationships, but as long as we don't make this official for awhile, I should be okay. Just... casual dating, or really good friends, or whatever else he wants to call it as long as it's not "serious" for a good long while. I know I need to stop running. Maybe he's someone that's worth stopping for.
Today it was over a hundred degrees in Phoenix. It's MAY. I am SO jealous of people who live in like Canada right now.
XOXO
..........
Anyways, I actually told someone the biggest secret I have. It's such a big secret I never even said what it was on here, or anywhere else, or to any of my friends. But I told him so he would know, and surprisingly, or maybe not, he was really understanding. So I have faith in humanity again. Thank god it's not a permanent issue, just for another few months.
Speaking of him, I'm starting to really like him. Aside from that fact that he's really attractive, he goes to the same university as I do, which means he has goals and plans for his life, which, let's face it, my last boyfriend did not have. He also makes me laugh, and I like being around him... so we'll see. I'm notoriously bad at running from relationships, but as long as we don't make this official for awhile, I should be okay. Just... casual dating, or really good friends, or whatever else he wants to call it as long as it's not "serious" for a good long while. I know I need to stop running. Maybe he's someone that's worth stopping for.
Today it was over a hundred degrees in Phoenix. It's MAY. I am SO jealous of people who live in like Canada right now.
XOXO
Friday, May 9, 2008
She even wear her hurrr down her back like MINE
I put together the best Mother's Day present for my mom. I can't wait to give it to her. I embellished the bag I bought, and I got her Clinique and O.P.I stuff which I know she'll love. I'm the best daughter ever.
Oh my goodness, so last night. J came by to say hi [and drop off some Malibu], and he hugged me like three times, and the last time he picked me up, and there was a second where we just looked at each other. I know he was thinking about when he used to kiss me like that, and then he kept watching me as I walked back to the door. I think it's really good he's faithful to his girlfriend, though; the fact that I still make him feel like that is all I really need, since, seriously, I know we would never work dating. That moment was pretty intense though, I know he was contemplating what to do. We have a good friendship, I like that we both know each other so well. His motorcycle is so sexy. Oh man, and the Boston accent. We should have done a lot more when we had the chance. Why did I have to still be a minor back then, seriously.
I found my [shocking pink] nail polish, finally, so my nails match what they used on my pedicure!
What else... Kiss Kiss by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs is stuck in my head. Baby my snake is a shark tonight.
I have to babysit, which means free food and clown paranoia. I hope an America's Next Top Model marathon is on! Speaking of, I can't believe Whitney wins. It definitely should have been Lauren, who cares if she couldn't walk or talk.
XOXO
Oh my goodness, so last night. J came by to say hi [and drop off some Malibu], and he hugged me like three times, and the last time he picked me up, and there was a second where we just looked at each other. I know he was thinking about when he used to kiss me like that, and then he kept watching me as I walked back to the door. I think it's really good he's faithful to his girlfriend, though; the fact that I still make him feel like that is all I really need, since, seriously, I know we would never work dating. That moment was pretty intense though, I know he was contemplating what to do. We have a good friendship, I like that we both know each other so well. His motorcycle is so sexy. Oh man, and the Boston accent. We should have done a lot more when we had the chance. Why did I have to still be a minor back then, seriously.
I found my [shocking pink] nail polish, finally, so my nails match what they used on my pedicure!
What else... Kiss Kiss by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs is stuck in my head. Baby my snake is a shark tonight.
I have to babysit, which means free food and clown paranoia. I hope an America's Next Top Model marathon is on! Speaking of, I can't believe Whitney wins. It definitely should have been Lauren, who cares if she couldn't walk or talk.
XOXO
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